Taking the last breath???

Going through all the treatments just to get better...
But no one knows when one's live will be taken...

The chemo's, the injections, the herbs...
Everything going on is just a process...

Better???
Rotten???

Nah, no one knows...
Only God knows...

Time flies
The only hope is
to get well
and live longer
than expected...

GAMBATEH!!!

Babysitting Weekend

Supposedly,
i should be studying for my exam,
but i ended up nanny-ing my niece.

It was fun
watching her
smiling at you.

Still,
babysitting a baby
was tiring.

HAHA!!!

失望的一个星期

第一次
想要请假，
连续四天。

结果
因为担心需要呈堂，
把计划给耽搁了。

结果，
根本没轮到我，
也不早说，
计划就泡汤了！

香港，
就这样又和你
错过了。

机票都订好了，
行李都收拾好了，
护照都更新了，
却没能飞去。

好失望哦！！！

如果早点说不就可以了吗？
你可以请假，我不可以哦？

好讨厌哦！！！

Amen!!! Prayers to God!!!

Tonight has been a rough night.

Received a call,

only to know that

uncle's wife was in the hospital for operation

on Dumpling Festival Day.

And that day I did a stupid thing,

by messaging their sons and daughter

"Happy Dumplings Festival".

Now knowing that day they didn't even

have the chance to celebrate,

I was unhappy and shameful.

For the past few months,

as I had known,

two of my relatives were admitted

to the hospital for operation.

I pray to God for their health,

hoping they will regain to the max.

I also pray to God

that one of my girl friend's mother

who also admitted to hospital on the same day

because of eye disease,

will recover as soon as possible.

There is another friend of mine

whose mother was also in hospital (don't know when)

will get well soon too under the care of your will, God.

Praise the Lord, Amen.

Devouring @ Sushi Tie Wisma Sanyan, Sibu

Yipee... Foodzie again...
Went to have sushi for lunch just now...

I always loved the "Kanasai" Sushi...
The very first time I dined there,
The "rude" name drew my attention in trying to taste the sushi,
and it turned out to be terrific for me.
Since then, it's becoming my favourite order.

Inari "Kanasai" @ RM4.30

"Kanasai" Sushi @ RM 3.20

There were other sushi-es that I tasted when my friends and I ordered. The dishes were quite delicious. You should try out if you stop by Sushi Tie.

Chawanmushi @ RM4.90

St Ramen @ RM 6.90

Salmon Salad Temaki @ RM 4.30

Chicken Curry @ RM 8.90

Tori Karaage @ RM 8.90

Chicken Katsu @ RM 8.90

Golden Mushroom Temaki @ RM 3.20

Set Meal @ RM 50±

Soft Shell Crab Temaki @ RM 4.90

Oishi Rice @ RM 6.90

Maki Set @ RM 16.90

Kodomo Set @ RM 6.90

Hotate Mayo @ RM 10.90

*Oyster  (I forgot the name)

Katsu Tempura @ RM 1.20

That's all I have tried for the moment.
Wish to go again and try the other sushi-es.
YUMMY!!!

KISSM!!! Back to Study MOOD agn...

Never ever thought I will study this early for exam

as I usually burn midnight oil.

But this time this ain't joke,

so i gotta pass the exam.

Add oil, gal.

Haha.

But i'm in holiday mood.

Just hope nothing stop me from going for my trip first.

Spent 3 hours finishing my individual assignment.

Now going to spend the last 1 week revise all the notes.
I do hope i have past year questions,
so that i can just read those to go for exam. SIGH!!!

I sure hope I will pass.

KISSM 2012

PRAY for the best!!!

端午节 Dragon Boat Festival

Yesterday (23.06.2012)
was Dragon Boat Festival (端午节), also known as Happy Dumpling Festival.

This festival has been celebrated in commemoration of Qu Yuan. Every time, my grandmother will tell us the story of Qu Yuan when we visited her, bringing along the dumplings my mother made.

This year is special for me as I made some dumplings on my own. But the dumplings turned out poorly wrapped. Haha. My parents laughed seeing my dumplings. At least, the dumplings tasted nice.

Dinner was great. I helped mum with the dinner preparations. This year, we had the Dumpling Festival's dinner very simple. Cooked on our own, no more restaurant dishes. And it's the first time, I had Shandy as my drink. Dessert was simple fruit salad made by me.

HAPPY DUMPLINGS FESTIVAL!!! : D

piano mood

all of a sudden, i want to play the song "It's all coming back to me". The first piece of Celine Dion's.

The memory of yours keep coming back to me... Wish you were here... Wish you were alive... Wish your support...

Too much for me to bear... I'm not as smart as you mentioned before... If i am, im now a genius money maker and travelling all around the world... Like we always dreamt before...

How are you in Heaven? Are you there? Can you be in my dreams tonight? Telling me you heard the piano played specially for you...


I'm going to do so now... Just wait for me...

jz feelings...

long time no blog...

tis few days feelings just aint right...

hate the feeling being said when u really dunno what happen... i din know Digi line suck the day before yesterday... only yesterday morning, i was told by my colleague tat he cant use his digi line too... only then i know why all my msgs din get any reply... but then i was blamed for blaming without causes... i guess its the fate... want to explain, but i guess whatever will be the reply again... luckily, other friends of mine did not give the same response... or else i will be much more upset...

furthermore, i was asked to do stuffs that im not good at... im willing to learn... but don threaten me... i hate the threats that eventually will cause any consequences i have to bear for my future... i wan to reject, but i know i cant... what kind of life is this anyway???

all this sudden, i wish you were still alive and around me... hugging me n telling me i am still the same little kiddie girl... everytime i wish to cry out loud in the rain... but i know i can't cause i'm too fragile till king of the sick will torture me... i wish i can still be the little kiddie girl... CAN i???

One Day in Song (Part 2)

(09.04.2012)

Early sleep, 

Early wake up.

Around 6.30 am, 

I woke up in time to see my friend went to work. 

Guess what’s her job? 

It’s just few minutes’ walk from her hostel to school. 

I haven’t really explored the school yet,

as I had planned to walk around the town myself. 

I was thinking of starting an early morning walk, 

but the weather didn’t wish me to do so. 

The croaking frogs last night 

really forecasted the rainy morning. 

I waited till 8.30 am 

and there I off to the town. 

Walking out from the hostel,

there was the Song Clinic. 

I was told that there were a few handsomes inside there.

Maybe next time, 

I’d take a stroll in there. LOLz.

Song Clinic

The road to the town

After 10 mins walk, I reached the town. 

Along the way, I saw post office, church and kindergarten. 

The very first thing I did was to find the place to eat as I was so hungry.

I was recommended a few places,

but in the end I chose Hua Soon Restaurant.

It turned out the food I ordered,

really reached my expectations --> T.A.S.T.Y.

The fried noodle reminded me of my favourite Sibu restaurant's cooking.

Hua Soon Restaurant

Fried noodle & nescafe

Yummy...

And total full my tummy...

After the breakfast, I walked around the town

and snapped some photos...

I came across a lot of bumiputeras...

Shops across the restaurant I ate...

The morning street

walk path (1)

walk path (2)

the walk path panorama view 

the riverside panorama view

the long boats

the locals and their long boats

the wharf

the wharf panorama view

the gas station... so small... n surprised me

the wharf that morning, people waiting for the express

the van that I mentioned previously

the market (1)

the market (2)

inside the market

where to go? see next photo

district office & court

another pit stop? 

temple

After two hours walking around the little town,
I went back to the hostel.

whole panorama view of school

I had my bath and waited for my friend to finish her work.
She came back with dapau for me.
It cost me RM4.50, but it's worth the price.

Haha... this time i ain't picky... i ate all the stuff...

After the meal, she accompanied me to the wharf,
in the van, we bid farewell.
Lucky for me, the wharf aint full with crowds,
I bought the ticket.

the ticket

And right on time ---> 2.30 pm,
the express came.

in the express

Sibu, I'm back!!!